I just need someone to talk to. Someone fresh. Not for romance just to have someone there. With an open mind who could possibly help me figure the things I need to figure out. But there’s no one. In this world you have to give to receive, and my problem is, I have nothing left to give.

I honestly don’t think I’ve ever smiled so much. This fucking girl man. She makes me go crazy. And in trying so hard to take things slow, but my goodness. I can’t help myself. She’s so beautiful. Her eyes, her hair, her smile, everything is beyond perfect. The way she holds my hand and the way she looks at me. I’m going insane. I don’t know how to act, all i do is smile like no other. My cheeks hurt.